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About Me Member 3D Animator Scyffer15/Male/United States Recent Activity Deviant for 1 Year
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Man....its been a while.....

Wed May 14, 2008, 6:25 AM
  • Mood: Regretful
  • Listening to: Nothing
  • Reading: Dancing with Werewolves/Advs of Huck Finn
  • Watching: nothing
  • Playing: none
  • Eating: none.....
  • Drinking: blood....
yes, im still alive after my last journal, which one would think i died.

alot has happened......a little too much..........i dont know if i can handle everything thats being thrown at me all at once, so lets start listing!

My English Final Project(And someone elses >.< you know who you are! :shakefish:), Fininsh and PASS spanish(Final PROJECT), get a passing grade in my shop, Fix some problems at home(Someones mooching off of my mother and i want to get rid of the leech personally), Figure out a way to set up the house to rent rooms, NOT go to Summer School, figure out a way to get my best friend back down to this state(His moms car got hit by a drunk driver(She was not driving it thank god)) Keep in touch with my friends, Keep my dream girl from losing it(MUCH harder than it sounds) and figure out how not to totally break down and destroy my mortal being into ashes of nothing..........

it seems hopeless. WTH am i suppose to do. the next step is suiside but i cant do that, that wont get anything done. Its alot for a 15 almost 16 year old to handle. My birthday is comming up. i really dont want to tell my friends when it is. its more annoying if they knew. my birth should not be celebrated.

as i type this im trying not to get blood on my keyboard. well its really not my keyboard, its the schools labtop.

i just wish i had some help, ya know? i wish it didnt just fall on my shoulders. i keep seeing the love of my life cry and theres nothing i can do about it. when i do see her cry it completely destroys me, because i CANT do anything.....yet..........i dunno.... blarg............im not really regretful, i just am smashing my face off my keyboard.......(not really)

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  • Favourite band or musician: Linkin Park
  • Favourite genre of music: Rock
  • Favourite artist: Arcticeskimopenguin XD
  • Favourite poet or writer: um.......
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  • MP3 player of choice: Sony?
  • Shell of choice: is this a trick question?
  • Wallpaper of choice: .......on the walls......
  • Skin of choice: wow.....racist
  • Favourite game: ummmmm......WoW?
  • Favourite gaming platform: 360 Elite
  • Favourite cartoon character: Uchiha, Itachi
  • Personal Quote: "If youve done something right, people shouldnt know youve done anything at all"
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Mrs. Dragmire :heart:

I'm REALLY in :heart: With a Fictional Man,
I Support Gay Marriage, I Support Abortion, I Don't/Can't Take Others Opinions/Criticism, And I'm a Spoiled Brat.
Perfect Choice For The Ruler of This Universe, Think So?
:iconashmic:
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Mrs. Dragmire :heart:

I'm REALLY in :heart: With a Fictional Man,
I Support Gay Marriage, I Support Abortion, I Don't/Can't Take Others Opinions/Criticism, And I'm a Spoiled Brat.
Perfect Choice For The Ruler of This Universe, Think So?
:iconscyffer:
I wuuuuuuuvs u tooo!

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:iconkarnokoto:
Thx for the fave on the Deathknight :3 Glad you like it!

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You'd think the son of God would have evasion.
:icontao-fetish:
Thank you so much for the favorite on my motivational Matsuda poster! And in return, here's a cyber hug--> :glomp: You're absolutely fabulous. =D

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:icondarth-synge:
Thanks for the collection add.

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:icongojulasrage:
Thanks for the watch Scyffer.

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